| I'm angry at my father, like I've always been. Everytime he walks into my room or sees me sitting down in front of a desk, he has nothing good to say "Clean up, and organize your desk!" [Look at his desk and the inside of his car... compared to my desk, its clean enough to eat off of] "Stop chatting, or else you'll get your ass in trouble" [bleh...] "Do your homework"[I'm done] "Finsih with your homework? Read read read."[Let me see YOU read Romeo and Juliet and try to understand a damn thing Shakespeare is saying]
Argh, great example he is. all I see him do is lie in bed and watch TV. What, am I s'pose to read while my Dad watches TV? I barely even see him read. And he tells me that I talk too much on the phone, that i chat too much. Hell, on the cellphone bill, his bill always costs more than mine. its the only way I can connect to my friends... but like he says "I don't care about your friends"... Argh, but what if my friends are the closest thing to family I can feel? What if due to some lack of a father figure as a child, you've already lost your chance as a father figure now?
I've always had some turbulence with my father. I just he would leave me alone. He always did when I was a child, and now he just won't shut up. He always loses his temper over the smallest things, like when we dont get any utensils at a restaurant, when they just accidently forgot to set that certain table... He thinks he knows everything - yet he's blind to the new age we've entered... Argh, and to think , I wanted to leave school early...
Bleh, just felt like I needed to get this off my chest... I only go to this xanga to vent... I'm not really angry, just tired of my father and frustrated with it...
here's the other xanga: www.xanga.com/po0ti3_chan9 . I go to this one to mess around... |
